Maybe you should get your facts straight.

You don’t know what I’ve been going through, so before you judge me how about you actually know the truth.

About how I’m trying self help for my anxiety after having panic attacks while trying to sleep or how I’m coping with my own addictions and the come down from them, the nights I hug the toilet tight.

The fact that my anxiety is the root of my relationship problems because I can’t control it. Making me constantly worry, restless and fear the worst when a normal person would think nothing of it. Fear of hurting someone in a new relationship because of it :/

When feeling sick from worry interrupts everyday life and I don’t know why I’m worrying.

I’m trying to make things right in my life so I don’t have to take medication. Trying to reach out to people and make things better. It’s important to me and my life to make amends to kick this anxiety.

So you can believe what everyone else thinks and makes up about me or you can know exactly what’s going from the person it’s happening to…